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yesterday i had one of those dreams. you know, one of those dreams that you wake up in the middle of but you desperately want to get back into it because it was so much fun or so vivid or just the reality you want.  why do nightmares do the exact opposite?  i can remember ever since ive had nightmares, i would wake up, and be scared.  when i would be able to calm down enough to sleep again i would be put right back where i left off, or, it would just start al over again and be more vivid and scary.  and no matter how many times i would wake up from it, every single time i would go back to sleep, it was all waiting there for me.

this is also something that applies to another aspect in life, habits.  so heres the deal.  bad habits are sooo easy to start, very hard to stop.  good habits on the other hand are very hard to start, and oh so easy to stop.  i know we all know this already and all think the same thing. why?  i dont know.  i wish i did. i wish i knew the answers to the impossible questions, but alas, i do not. so dont ask me.  

me and friends of mine have found a new affinity for a childhood game called sardines. so for you not in the know its like backwards hide and go seek.  one person hides then the rest of the group go and find the individual but when you find them, you hide with them, until the last person finds the whole group.  so were doing it at my pals house, in the pitch black night.  its mostly empty, and kinda spooky, but a lot of fun!  were going to have another go at it this sunday night.  but this time the upstairs is going to be included! OH JOY! its going to be fun, some people will no doubt hurt themselves, but its a game, collateral damage can be expected.

not my typical wednesday night

my brother jordan told me i blog about weird things.  im random. lets just get that out there.  but tonight was lovely!  first was an amazing lesson in institute, and i learned a lot personally about what i need to do to be a better missionary... followed by, build your own ice cream cookie samich at the toll house place next to the movie theater. i got one side snickerdoodle, the other side choc chip, and chocolatate ice cream.  it was delish.  then, to cap the night off, we saw coraline.  so great, pretty creepy, and theres absolutely no need for it to be 3D.  speaking of which, whats the deal with all these movies having to be 3D as of late. it doesnt enhance the experience since theres little to no exciting times that the 3D feature is utilized well.  its the same movie with a slight annoyance of having to wear these glasses over my existing glasses... dumb dumb dumb.  and i noticed all the upcoming animated movies are ALL going to be in 3D. if your going to do that, make something come out at me, make me thing a missile is going to hit me in the face, or a tiger is going to slash my face, or a zombie is going to eat my face. dont ust make it a regular movie and convert it to 3D. its not impressive. its annoying. but go see coraline, please do. its great!

CURSIVE

by faaaar, one of the best bands to ever see!!!  an amazing show full of energy, angst, and a smokin hot cellist.  if you have ever listened to the music, and even liked it a little, if your a fan of shows, if your a fan of music, i most highly suggest you take the chance to see them on their upcoming tour. theyll be here in california mid march. im going, you should be going too!!!  not to mention a very highly anticipated new full length theyre releasing on march 10th called "mama, im swollen"

gasoline

who else could look this good while just being out and pumping some gasoline... none other than the gorgeous Mila Kunis.  she just keeps getting better with age.  more and more betterer.  as a good friend of mine said recently  "shes tasty"

SHE & HIM

so, last night i went to have my future wife, and baby mamma serenade me with sweet sweet songs, in front of a crowd even.  it was a really cute gesture, and i appreciate it more than she'll ever know.  if you havent had the chance to hear my loves beautiful sweet voice, you should go pick up her album, i suggest vinyl, it brings out a certain something that i just cant explain.

           the LP

she told me she was thinking about me here...

its been a while...

so heres the short end of it.  i broke up with my lady friend a couple weeks ago, and i dont remember having so much fun being single, though im keeping my eye out for a new lady to befriend.  work and school have kept me mostly busy these past couple months.  being busy has felt good.  i swore off of soda again yesterday, and im hitting the gym again starting today.  new resolutions, new friends, new times, good times.  and i need to go to disneyland a whole lot more than i have since my pass expires in december, like 2 months from now.  help me utilize it if you please!

C PAP

i now have my breathing apparatus for to be helping me with my sleep apnea.  its a small nose mask that straps around my head at the top and around my face.  its somewhat claustrophobic and it bugs the crap out of me still.  not only because i have to wear it, but i have to now get used to sleeping on my back, which i dont do.  its a whole ordeal.  but hopefully when/if i get used to this contraption i will be having normal sleep, and not be so tired all the time. its also supposed to help bring my high blood pressure way down and help with the good ol diabetes.  

i am tired of being a shoe whore.  i like shoes way too much. i own way too many. i never wear a lot of them.  i need to get down to the nitty gritty, but i cant seem to part from them.  i love the simple shoes. chucks, plain ol vans, boat shoes.  but then it gets worse. i have this thing for nike.  i have too many. especially since theyre espensive. i need help with not buying more.  but they just keep releasing amazing dunks after amazing dunks... i cant help it.  im a pretty plain kinda guy.  in my design, and my tatse i am pretty plain, but these dunks grab me with some kind of invisible, and un reasonable tractorbeam, and pull me in.  theres at least like 10 pairs out there i really really still want.  whats my deal?!  i need to stop. but if i stop, then im going to move on to sperrys (boat shoes) and get every possible colorway i can. i need some serious help.

arent you tired of getting dirt kicked in your face?

dont you want a taste of the good life

see what it tastes like?

the good life.  life is good.  im happy.  if you dont know, now you know.