SHE & HIM

so, last night i went to have my future wife, and baby mamma serenade me with sweet sweet songs, in front of a crowd even.  it was a really cute gesture, and i appreciate it more than she'll ever know.  if you havent had the chance to hear my loves beautiful sweet voice, you should go pick up her album, i suggest vinyl, it brings out a certain something that i just cant explain.

           the LP

she told me she was thinking about me here...

its been a while...

so heres the short end of it.  i broke up with my lady friend a couple weeks ago, and i dont remember having so much fun being single, though im keeping my eye out for a new lady to befriend.  work and school have kept me mostly busy these past couple months.  being busy has felt good.  i swore off of soda again yesterday, and im hitting the gym again starting today.  new resolutions, new friends, new times, good times.  and i need to go to disneyland a whole lot more than i have since my pass expires in december, like 2 months from now.  help me utilize it if you please!

C PAP

i now have my breathing apparatus for to be helping me with my sleep apnea.  its a small nose mask that straps around my head at the top and around my face.  its somewhat claustrophobic and it bugs the crap out of me still.  not only because i have to wear it, but i have to now get used to sleeping on my back, which i dont do.  its a whole ordeal.  but hopefully when/if i get used to this contraption i will be having normal sleep, and not be so tired all the time. its also supposed to help bring my high blood pressure way down and help with the good ol diabetes.  

i am tired of being a shoe whore.  i like shoes way too much. i own way too many. i never wear a lot of them.  i need to get down to the nitty gritty, but i cant seem to part from them.  i love the simple shoes. chucks, plain ol vans, boat shoes.  but then it gets worse. i have this thing for nike.  i have too many. especially since theyre espensive. i need help with not buying more.  but they just keep releasing amazing dunks after amazing dunks... i cant help it.  im a pretty plain kinda guy.  in my design, and my tatse i am pretty plain, but these dunks grab me with some kind of invisible, and un reasonable tractorbeam, and pull me in.  theres at least like 10 pairs out there i really really still want.  whats my deal?!  i need to stop. but if i stop, then im going to move on to sperrys (boat shoes) and get every possible colorway i can. i need some serious help.

arent you tired of getting dirt kicked in your face?

dont you want a taste of the good life

see what it tastes like?

the good life.  life is good.  im happy.  if you dont know, now you know.

MUSIC TO MY EYES

so in the next few months is what i like to call the "show season".  let me explain.  every fall for as long as i can remember i have been going to shows, let me rephrase.  since i have been steadily going to shows over the last 15 years or so, the fall has always been the great turn out.  and theres lots to be looking forward to, looooots!  heres a small list of some of the candidates.

jeremy enigk

the faint

jaguar love

portugal the man

the aquabats (of which i havent seen play in nearly 5 years)

hot water music

vampire weekend

foals

tokyo police club

CSS

cut copy, the presets

valiant thorr

dr. dog

anthony green

 

it looks like its gonna be a good fall my friends...

a good fall indeed!!!

non vampire weekend

this past week/weekend have been some of the best days ive had in a very long time...  i just thought to myself, i like this.

its nice to feel nice.

m ma ma ma mania!

soooo, got the chance to ride the new toy story ride in california adventure yesterday.  simply put, amazing!  it was glorious on all accounts.  i seriously dont know how else to describe it.  its like buzz, but a ton more fun. and if you need to cool off during your day, its nice and air conditioned.  the imagineers outdid themselves this time around.  aaaaaaaaaaaaah, i just cant wait to go back and ride it again and again!  

P.S.  the line was only about 40 minutes all day long!!!  for a ride thats ben open for only 2 weeks to the general public, thats amazing!  when the subs opened back up last year with the new nemo theme, the lines were hours long for the entire summer and into the fall.  i didnt ride till February i think, due to the huge lines, and the unimpressive nature of the ride.  go ride mayhem mania.  it is easily my new favorite ride!

uuuuuuuuugh

its getting hot again...

im a big baby with heat...

hot summer sucks...

semi-automatic

so last night we said g'bye to a friend who is moving to the salt lake area of booootah (utah for you laymen).  it was nice and chill.  filled with conversations of music, past loves, and just good ol good times.  i used my new camera and a feature i am going to be using a whole bunch is...

when you hold down the shoot button, it takes multiple pictures!  so my friends, thought i took around 5 pictures, i unsuspectingly took around 50.  theres not enough that can be said about candids.  they capture the real person, fun, weird, whatever.  its them.  so heres a few samples...

CARL ZEISS

this is the camera i just got...

its a neat lil point n shoot.  my last ones screen cracked, and because best buy loves me and my constant patronage, the exchanged for me this one.  im excited to play with it. i will be taking a lot more pictures of my life than i have in the past. look out for upcoming updates and pictures.

NEWS FLASH

sperrys are fixed, good as new.  and i made a new friend of a shoe repairman.  he was funny, and he fixed my favorite shoes.  were bff now.

had a blasty blast

went to dland with the riverside family and had a blasty blast.  heres some proof.

christianne trying to fit in my back pocket

me taking a rest on a christianne shaped stool

space mountain, im trowing up peace signs, cause im from out of town.

my new hat, fit like a glove.  like oj's glove.

thunder mountain line.  candid shot. we had some fun.

the only bummer of the day was my tried and true 2 year old sperrys crapped out at the end of the night.  now i have to go get them fixed, theres no way im tossing them, theyll get bronzed first!

My rhymes are so potent that in this small segment...

i make all of the ladies in the area pregnant

yes, sometimes my lyrics are sexist, 

but you lovely bi****s and hos should know im trying to correct this!

so my friend scott has been away for 3 weeks in africa doing some humanitarian aid.  so a bunch of us decided it would be a great idea to take some family photos and put them up around the house before they make it back.  here a couple.  and i was lucky enough to be a baby daddy.  it was so hilarious, we took about a bajillion pictures this night, and we all laughed so hard our faces and our bellies hurt.  our little dysfunctional family is soo cute!

sunday

today was one of my favorite sundays in a very long time.  aside from falling asleep and missing the much anticipated quatro de mayo margarita madness...  it was a good day.

so for anybody who doesnt know, which would be the lot of ya, i spent the last 5 days in the hospital.  i started having weird chest pains.  the first time, it wasnt for long so it just seemed like a fluke.  then withing the next week it would randomly come back but each time for a longer period than the last.   thursday night it happened so i decided to go into the emergency room so i could get this crap taken care of.  i already knew i had high blood pressure, and due to my stupidity i did not take care of myself like i should have after receiving such news.  so they tell me my BP is way too high, and id have to be admitted so they can stabilize me and figure this whole situation out.  so i also knew i had a sleeping disorder called sleep apnea, and those of you who know me well enough know i have it.  its when i sleep at night i stop breathing so my heart and my brain dont get much needed oxygen, not to mention it interupts my sleep so i dont get a completely restfull sleep EVER.  long story short the doc wasnt being straight up with me, neither was anybody else.  i was supposed to come home saturday, then sunday, then monday, then finally today i took manners into my own hands, and made the decision to leave.  not to be worried i will be fine, my life as of now has and will be changed forever.  i now know for sure i am diabetic, i have high blood pressure, and sleep apnea.  the combination of which (going untreated) is highly dangerous.  so now im on meds, i sleep with a machine on my face, and i have worked out a diet and workout schedule for myself which i am going to stick to, or my quality of life will suffer greatly.  its good, its a wakeup call.  its high time i loose this extra persons worth of weight connected to me.  i need health, i need support.  so if you se me drinking a soda, kill me.  if you see me eating poorly, shoot me between the eyes.

up and up

so my hairs are growing out again.  my beard is coming back in.  im going to make my own clothes here soon, i smile for no reason.  things are looking up!  

"talking all about a second and third, when i havent understood the first"

so many dreams as of late have been weird to me.  you know when you hook up with quite random people, but in the dream it seems like total and complete utter bliss?!  like to hear it, here it goes...

there are a few girls ive met in the past few months, none of which im truly interested in.  that doesnt seem to keep them from being in my dreams.  i mean, i have the dream, it seems soo vivid that i start to think that maybe for some reason i do like this person as more than a friend.  maybe, just maybe i should pursue something, maybe something really is there, maybe somewhere in the back of my mind, somewhere where i have no conscious connection to my daily awakeness i do really like them.  so i second guess myself, my feelings, and my actions. sometimes i wish dreams just mirrored real life, not some illusionary one where my sub conscious and my conscious minds meet nowhere in between.  symbolism, perhaps.  but who needs symbols in their dreams when i cant figure out things when theyre presented to me in real life in the first place.  

"talking all about a second and third, when i havent understood the first (mewithoutyou)"  

  so lets get a jump on making life a bit simpler for me please.  no more symbols, no more messing with my head.  please subconscious, communicate with the conscious before you decide to make decisions of your own accord.  i dont think thats asking too much, is it?  nope, its just right!

ooh hayley williams...

...ooooooh hayley williams!

i want to just put you in my pocket and take you everywhere i go.  you have become the woman of my dreams, quite literally.  you and your super petit splendor, in my dreams in the last week or so,  have been there in multiple capacities.  my friend, the object of my affection, the mother of my children, my favoritest person, my BFF, my confidant, may all, my everything.  thank you for being a source of entertainment and nocturnal bliss.

sincerely,

garen russell the love muscle.

SON OF RAMBOW

this movie looks absolutely brilliant!  son of rambow.  come watch and laugh along with me!

zooey can you hear me?

just so you know, im practically in love with zooey deschanel.  i think she is a brilliant actress, she has style enough to share with the masses, a gorgeous voice that mels me every time, not to mention she is beautiful beyond belief, and quirky, which if your taking notes, is hiiiighly attractive to me.  she stands out and above in the fake ness of the hollywood crowd. and zooey, if your perchance reading this, come let us dance like children of the night.  

and on a slightly different note, its a another week come and gone.  my brother is adjusting just fine to regular life.  i received a new calling as a teacher in priesthood, the only block of church i have yet to teach in this ward.  but im excited.  i love teaching, and im especially excited to teach in this capacity.  my brother grant is getting married in a couple weeks, which is sort of surreal.  all the younger ones are getting married out from beneath me.  not a complaint (though it slightly is), rather more of an observation.  this is such a random jumble of thoughts, so if your lost or if youve even gotten this far, heres a cookie, you deserve it.  but life in general is great aside from my underpaying job. school is challenging, yet enjoyable.  im making new friends who i like.  im not as hermit like as i have been in the past year or so. all in all, things are looking up, and im going to make sure they keep on in the same direction.  i hope this weekend brings smiles happiness and laughter to me, those with me, and those not so privileged to be with me. 

peace.

hes home hes home hes home...

its like he never left...

so, home come my brother jordan.  if anybody knows me you know my brother jordan and i are close.  hes been gone for 2 years in north carolina speaking espanish and serving the Lord.  tomorrow he returns home, and im super duper excited!  let it be known he will be home, and im stoked.

screaming at a wall

uuuuuugh!

i do not want this right now...

i do not need this right now...

the members in this household, 2 of them to be exact have been sick for the last few days.  today at work i wasnt feeling up to par, no big deal, i have off days ya know.  but i come home, shower, lay in my bed, and fall asleep for a few hours, nice afternoon nap.  only to wake up to...

DUN DUN DUN!

im sick!!!  

cold symptoms, coughing, runny nose, headache, general stuffiness of the sinuses, and to top it all off the acheyness of the flu.  might i add thats the worst part!  my joints just ache, non stop, chronically, cant stop it, aaaaaargh!  i need to go to school, i need to go to work.  i just got a new car, i need money to pay for it.  such is my day.  hope yours was and will be better, cause i like you and you deserve it!

two one four zero eight

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aaaaand another uneventful vday to add to the list.  but i did get some work done.  homework, and some personal design work.  it wasnt a bad day per say, just lonely.

and to those of you that are wondering about me and my vehicular situation, fret not, for i have solved this problem by purchasing the vehicle i have been longing for for a few years now...

THE HONDA ELEMENT

i know some of you might disagree with my affinity for this holy grail of spacious practicality i now so proudly call my own, but greatness will always be mocked and scorned in its day.  mayhap when its long gone will the rest of you appreciate its subtle genius, but until that day i will comfortably drive, and love the car im in.  living in southern california and driving as much as we, and i do, you need to be able to enjoy it!  i can now say that i do, i love my car, and i love driving it.  

FIN

shel

one of my lifetime idols is, author, photographer, illustrator, and artist shel silverstien.  i was re reading the giving tree last night, when i happened upon his picture in the back.  shel is truly outrageous, truly, truly, truly outrageous, much like jem from jem and the rockers of my childhood, anyway, his persona, his coif, his "do" has inspired mine.  i am now head shaven with beard, and will continue to grow said beard for a while.  until the end of time, or until i get sick of it, which ever comes first.

the bedlam in goliath

so the new mars volta was released this week... aaaaaamaaaaazing!!!  theres a whole creepy/extremely interesting, almost disturbing story behind the whole album that you must search out and read about for yourself.  ive been blown away yet again by the omar and cedric.  they keep my ears satisfied.  

your killing me smalls

soooo...

last night im coming home from jeremy's house and a fun night of roasting mallows and making s'mores.  i make it almost all the way home, in fact to my off ramp, where some idiot in front of me decides to immediately brake and stop in the middle of the off ramp!  suffice it to say i was a little more than upset, since its a rear ended situation, its automatically my fault, grrrrr!!!  but luckily my car is the only thing that sustained any damage.  they were in a jeep and i hit the spare tire mounted on the back, so no harm no foul, no hiking up of insurance rates, no accident on the record.  all in all im fine, i came away unscathed, and thats the important part, right? RIGHT?!

soo this is my very first blog to have blogged.  i know im like eons late on this, but better late than never right?  i hope you enjoy reading, cause im hoping to enjoy writing this.  

the end